Day 18: Losing focus.

November 26, 2019

Why do I feel the way I do?

I have these giant mood swings. One hour I’m happy and bubbly and just waiting for what the future has in store.

Mere minutes later, I have to fake a smile, because I can’t bring myself to do a real one.

Why do I change like this? What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel this way?

Maybe it’s because I listen to too much NF music. Maybe he’s affecting me adversely.

Or maybe I’m just losing focus on God. He’s got to be my one and only target, or I’ll miss the mark.

If I become introspective, I forget to look at Him.

Maybe that’s what’s wrong with me.