Day 10: The Search

Earlier this year, rapper NF released his new album The Search”. On it he explores the struggles he faces as he searches for something more. It’s evident that he doesn’t quite know what he’s looking for.

I’m in the same boat as he. I feel as though I’m floating through life without a purpose or direction.

In my schoolwork, I get distracted extremely easily; I can’t stay on task for more than 5 minutes. This has been going on for a year now, and I don’t know how to stop it.

So, I search online for the perfect task managment app; I spend hours each day poring through reviews, trying to perfect my workflow. Yet in reality I just need something to work for. I need a transcendent goal, something that will give me purpose.

And, I know that goal has got to be God. There is nothing else out there. What use are computers if I’d don’t have a reason for using them? God has got to be my ultimate goal.

But how do I really make Him my goal?

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About Me

I’m a high school student who seeks understanding. There are so many things in life that I would like to understand, but it’s hard.

  • How can I live a good life?
  • How can I make people like me?
  • How can I draw close to God?
  • What should I do after high school?

I call myself “Surrendered,” but to be surrendered is more of a process than a destination. I’m not perfect by any means, and I struggle a lot. Nevertheless, I place my hope in God, and trust that he will give me the answers.